Letters to my Loves: Letters #1-10

hi love,
it's been a while since I touched your lips.
At nights I shed tears for you but now times have changed.
I do not yearn for you emotionally any longer.
But please come back briefly so I can have a taste of you once more.
<3 me

dear love,
your sweet smile lightens my mood.
feel my stare burning through to you.
I'll touch your cheek lightly and feel your warmth.
grab my hand and kiss me hard, like you mean it.
take my love and let me embrace you once more.
<3 me

dear love,
It's your lips that keep my gaze and the way you purse them so.
It's when you run your fingers across your face, cupping your chin,
that arouses my eyes.
I want your gaze, find mine and let's hold a stare, together.
<3 me

hola love,
I know too well the exact feeling you get when your thoughts wonder
to him in the middle of the night.
The silent pity party, tears and hatred for a world so lonely, thanks to him.
But don't worry, I'm here for you darling.
Don't worry.
<3 me

dear love,
I think it's about time we talked, seriously.
Come in and lay down next to me.
Intertwine your thighs with mine and we'll get personal.
I'll whisper in your ear, my dear friend, words of love and hope you return the favor.
hold my hand, I wanna hold yours.
<3 me

hello love,
I know just your particular type of confession.
I had it once too, not too long ago.
But my confessed words continue on.
They still remain true to whom I confessed to.
I want her badly and I can only hope for you not to feel that strongly towards me.
It's too much and when my eyes continuously follow her, I have no gaze for you.
Please don't break your own heart, like I may have done,
or give yourself the false hope, that I get time and time again.
So, hello friend, don't be sad, this confession I make to you is my truth.
<3 me

hi love,
how have you been?
I often think of driving with you,
with your hand on my hand, in my lap.
Or of the way you held it as we scurried through the halls.
I miss the way you looked at me
right before you kissed the hand you held so tightly, that perfect smile.
But I guess I mostly hate that my lonely hand has become so empty.
<3 me

hola love,
I fear for what's to come, longs weeks
without your laughter and blank stares.
No friend, you are not my lover, though we miss like so.
Until then though, I shall enjoy the lovely company you bring to me
and your loving embrace.
<3 me

dear love,
sometimes I want you more than others,
like right after a really good hug,
or when you lick your lips.
You have a beauty like no other,
sometimes I wonder if you're aware of it.
But it'd be foolish for you not to see. . . I'm foolish for you.
So yeah, sometimes I want you more than others,
but there's still an underlining wanting of you.
There's always still me, wanting you.
<3 me

hey love,
I miss you more than you miss your cat when you come to visit.
You don't know how greedy I am for your attention.
I feel we don't share our lives the way we used to,
which is something I could shed a tear for.
I hope that someday you come to visit me and only me
and we could be happy doing the things we once did.
<3 me