When I really think about it, I don't want anyone. Anyone to call me out on my shit. Anyone to make me feel like crap. Anyone to miss when they aren't around. Anyone to make me cry. Anyone to bring me down. Anyone to hold me back. Anyone to think about before I go to sleep. Anyone to think about when I wake up in the morning. Anyone to awaken the butterflies in my stomach and make me feel sick. Anyone to worry about trusting. Anyone to lie to me. Anyone that I will constantly think about and wonder what they're doing. Anyone to wonder if they really care. Anyone to wonder if they wonder what I'm doing. . . When I really think about it, all I really want is someone to hold me. . . When I really think about it, I don't have anyone, but I'm constantly thinking of them. I'm constantly wondering if they think about me. I'm constantly getting butterflies and feeling sick to my stomach. I'm constantly missing them. I constantly go to sleep and wake up thinking of them. I already feel like crap. I constantly feel down because I don't have them. I'm constantly worrying if they'll lie to me. I'm constantly thinking will they care, do they care. So when I really think about it, I get really confused.
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